11
Everyone
at Netherfield, even Mrs Allardyce, now seemed especially anxious to
reassure me that I was welcome: I was not to consider myself a visitor,
I was part of the family. Nonna immediately set about teaching me
Italian, in which I made such rapid progress that my grasp of the
language soon rivalled that of Elizabeth — much to her annoyance. But
when Mr Coates tried to teach me to ride, the outcome was rather less
happy. I simply could not conquer my fear of horses, their snorting and
eye-rolling and unpredictable tricks, although for George’s sake I
persevered with lessons for several weeks.
Fortunately, this did not affect our friendship. By
now, George and I were much too fond of each other to allow anything or
anyone to come between us: we absolutely confided in each other.
I could tell him about my sisters — how I felt excluded from Kitty and
Lydia’s juvenile pursuits and equally shut out from Jane and Elizabeth’s
new adult world, or worse, included as an act of charity. George for his
part could talk to me of Sam’s oafishness and childish clowning. There
was also the exquisite comfort of complaining about our respective
mothers, their partiality and caprice. And George even confided —
swearing me to secrecy — that his father was not dead but very much
alive, having divorced his mother years ago when they all were still
living in Italy.
But of course over and above everything, we had our
music — an excess of it so far as Mrs Allardyce was concerned —
and it was at this time that George and I first began to rehearse
Mozart’s Two-piano Sonata in D major. (Recalling the experience still
has the power to bring tears into my eyes — and this despite its being
one of the happiest of Mozart’s compositions, galant from first
to last.) Not long after we began practising it under the direction of
Mr Bray, Mr Coates decided that a Musical Evening must be held at
Netherfield. First, there would be a dinner, after which George and I
would perform the sonata before an audience of appreciative guests.
A date was accordingly fixed and then came the
business of deciding who was to be invited. It was during the course of
these preparations that I witnessed a dreadful quarrel between Nonna ,
Mrs Allardyce and Mr Coates.
George, Sam and I had been seated at the great chart
table in the library transcribing under Nonna’s supervision the names of
guests on to cards of invitation. We had filled in about half the cards
when Mr Coates and Mrs Allardyce walked into the room. They had been out
riding and looked dishevelled and hot and — in Mrs Allardyce case — out
of temper.
“Good God!” said she, surveying the piles of blank
cards. “Have you not finished yet?”
“Che cosa!” said Nonna indignantly. “We have
thirty-six invitations to be writing, Christina.”
Mr Coates had come to stand behind my chair. “Very
elegant handwriting, Mary.”
Mrs Allardyce then plucked the list of guests from
Nonna’s grasp and walked about perusing it, the skirt of her riding
habit trailing on the floor behind her.
And now everybody seemed to speak at once:
“Christina! I am needing the list per favore!”
“What about my handwriting, Uncle Jasper?” Sam
held up a barely legible specimen.
“Agh!” George scoffed. “Yours is good for nothing.
You scribble so and make great blots.” (All of which was perfectly true
and all of which Sam denied shrilly.)
“Well well.” (this from Mr Coates) “I’m forever
blotting my copybook too, Sam.”
“How is it —” Mrs Allardyce’s voice rose above the
rest. “How is it that Mr Frederick Purvis has not been invited?”
There was a sudden hush and then Mr Coates gave one
of his odd laughs. “The builder? Fellow who wears corsets?”
“Mr Purvis is in the list, ” said Nonna. “You
tell me yesterday to put him in, Christina and I do.”
“Well I can’t see his name, Mama.” Mrs Allardyce
thrust the list at her mother.
“Why the devil do you want to ask Purvis?” said Mr
Coates.
Mrs Allardyce answered him in Italian, speaking
sarcastically and pointedly, perhaps forgetting I was now able to
understand: “Because he has a lot of money.”
She then snatched the list back from her mother and
spoke rapidly in Italian, only some of which I understood. The confusion
had arisen because two distinct classes of guest were to be invited: the
first lot were to come to dinner while the second “inferior” group were
to come later in the evening merely to hear the music. Mrs Allardyce now
wanted Mr Purvis to be included in the first group.
“And I notice,” said she, “that Jasper’s beloved
Bennets are asked to dine.”
“Oh for God’s sake, Tina.”
Mr Coates was now looking and sounding quite
exasperated, but it was Nonna who finally exploded: “Sono stufo!
All morning the children and me are writing and no person is never
grateful!” So saying, she swept the pile of completed cards off the
table so that they scattered in all directions.
Mr Coates immediately tossed aside his riding whip
and began to pick them up, saying: “Dear Nonna Renata. We are most
grateful, I assure you.”
Much to my surprise Mrs Allardyce also began to pick
them up, catching up the train of her riding habit and bending
gracefully. “Really, Mama. What a fuss.”
Nonna was not in the least mollified. She had earlier
placed a hand on my shoulder, preventing me from rising to retrieve the
cards and now I could feel her trembling. “It was me who is
asking the Bennets to dine, Christina — not Jasper —”
“Really Mama, I couldn’t care less.”
“The parents of this little person.” (Gripping my
shoulder.) “Of course I ask them to dine — and I ask her two old sisters
Eliza and Jane also.”
Mrs Allardyce laid the last card back upon the table.
“Well Mama — provided Elizabeth Bennet is placed next to Jasper and Mr
Purvis is seated next to myself —”
“Tina. That’s enough.”
I had never heard Mr Coates speak so sharply. He had
collected his riding whip from the table and now he took a step towards
Mrs Allardyce who immediately accused him in a high breathless voice of
“threatening” her. “Oh!” said she with a little laugh, a mere “ha” of
furious breath. “I know you want to be rid of me. First my mother, then
me —”
“Come.” With his free hand he took hold of her arm.
“We will talk of this above stairs.”
“How dare you, Jasper! I will not — Unhand me!”
Mr Coates now rather spoilt the effect by laughing —
although he did not let her go. “Don’t write any more invitations,
Nonna. Tina and I will be happy to finish them — won’t we, Tina?”
Mrs Allardyce’s response was spoken in Italian but
unfortunately I did not understand one word of it.
Later, after I had returned to Longbourn, I wondered
very much about this quarrel. It seemed preposterous that Mrs Allardyce
should be jealous of Elizabeth — a fourteen year old girl with no
particular claim to beauty and an inflated idea of her own intellect and
powers of penetration. But the more I thought about it, the more
probable it seemed: incidents which at the time had appeared trivial and
unrelated now struck me as part of a pattern.
I had often observed Mr Coates talking to Elizabeth;
he clearly enjoyed joking with her and teasing her. On a recent visit to
Haye Park they had spent half the afternoon playing at battledore and
shuttlecock together. And they frequently, inexplicably, laughed at the
same things — things which to my mind were not in the least funny — such
as when poor Mr Knowles was badly scratched by Lydia’s cat Beelzebub.
(On being told that the sty on his eyelid might be cured by rubbing it
back and forth with the tail of a black cat, Mr Knowles had rather
unwisely selected Beelzebub for the purpose.)
They were also very curious about each other,
especially Elizabeth about Mr Coates. She asked numerous seemingly
casual questions of me. How did they all behave at Netherfield in
private, and in particular how did Mr Coates conduct himself? Was he
good tempered? Considerate towards the servants? Mr Coates for his part
had often asked me whether both my elder sisters were to
be present on such and such an occasion. And once when Nonna was
praising Jane’s beauty to the skies, he had said (impatiently, speaking
over the top of his newspaper) that yes, Jane Bennet was undoubtedly a
very pretty girl but Elizabeth was infinitely more taking.
Reflecting on all this up in my little room, I was
conscious of feeling out of all proportion vexed, stirred into a state
of restless, unpleasant excitement. I had come to regard Mr Coates —
indeed everyone at Netherfield — as peculiarly my property. I was
resigned to playing fifth fiddle to my sisters everywhere else, but at
Netherfield it was Mary Bennet who was petted and preferred.
Netherfield was my kingdom, the place where I had garnered up my
heart.
All my old dislike and mistrust of Elizabeth came
flooding back. It was as if we had never enjoyed that earlier
rapprochement. How did she contrive to so insinuate herself into
people’s hearts? Within her own family, she had all but annexed Jane and
appropriated our father. And Aunt Gardiner too was fast becoming her
exclusive property. Aunt was presently visiting Longbourn with her two
little girls, and she and Elizabeth were forever walking together in the
shrubbery, parasols held at the exact same angle and height. (Elizabeth
had grown prodigiously in the past year.)
In an effort to check these envious thoughts — and
ever mindful of Mr Knowles’ teaching — I threw open the lid of my
pianoforte, resolving to devote the remaining hour before dinner to my
music. But even as I played the opening bars of the Mozart sonata, my
thoughts flew back to the morning’s quarrel. Mrs Allardyce had accused
Mr Coates of wanting to be rid of her — “First my mother, then me.” What
had she meant by those words? Mr Coates seemed sincerely attached to
Nonna. And I had never heard him express dissatisfaction with the way
Nonna ran his household. On the contrary, he was always thanking her,
grateful for the least little thing. Why should Mrs Allardyce make such
an accusation?
By the time Gil came to summon me to dinner, I was no
closer to solving this riddle. It was Aunt Gardiner who unwittingly
provided me with a clue. Aunt had never met Mr Coates — her last visit
to Longbourn had been at Christmas, long before Netherfield was let —
but she had read his very first novel.
“I may say I read it ‘hot off the press’. A friend of
Edward’s has an interest in a publishing house and he very kindly gave
us a copy. I enjoyed it immensely. All about a young man who sets off on
the Grand Tour and meets an Italian lady, a widow, many years older than
himself. He falls in love with her but then he discovers she is actually
the widow of his own father —”
Papa looked up from the letter he was reading. “I
take it this is Mr Coates’ version of
Oedipus?”
Aunt laughed. “Oh no! the lady is his step-mother
merely. But then, a little later, he meets her daughter — of whose
existence he had hitherto been completely unaware . . .” Aunt paused in
her recital, perhaps belatedly conscious that the story was not suited
to the dinner table where there were children present.
Mama of course had no such reservations. “Go on,
sister. What then?”
“Oh! the usual vicissitudes. It’s a great while since
I read it.”
Mama was peeling an apple for Lydia. “I daresay it
was a bit warm, was it? Most of your novels are.”
Aunt and Elizabeth exchanged smiles (they were
constantly exchanging smiles) but Aunt said merely: “I daresay. But very
convincing nonetheless.”
“Founded upon his own experience perhaps.” Papa
pocketed his letter and rose from the table.
There was general laughter then, although Mama cried
out: “My dear Mr Bennet! You’re surely not suggesting that Mrs Rossi —”
“What was the name of the book, Aunt?” Elizabeth had
become adept at heading Mama off whenever she sailed too close to the
wind.
“It was called Renata. But you won’t find it
in the circulating library. The author had a change of heart shortly
after the book was bound and tried to arrest publication. When that
failed, he bought up every copy he could lay his hands on.”
I sat very still, experiencing one of those moments
when one recognizes a truth both logically and intuitively. Nonna’s
second name was Renata and Mr Coates not infrequently called her by it.
And innocent and ignorant as I was, I had long sensed that Mrs
Allardyce’s hostility towards Nonna was founded on jealousy.
[ This novella will be continued in
the next issue. ]